melissa

Form the past there is joy
Joy that plays with my heart, like three year old with his toy
You bring this joy with ease
I still want you around, I would say please

Thinking of you I have been
Keeping you in my thoughts
I want us to at least be friends

I hope you feel the same
It’s been a while
But I’m glad the thought of you came
Because of you I can, again wear my smile

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abuse

You think the world is all great
Until you grow older and see all the hate
Love does exist
But its hidden behind his closed fist

you see him walk down your street
You wave, just a simple greet
Unknowing of what he’s done
What he thinks in his anger is fun

He treats her as if she nothing
She believes him
But in her heart she knows she something
But somehow she still loves Jim

The bruises on her face
She covers with that paste
Walks through with a fake smile
She practiced this its gone on a while

can nothing be done
can't this girl do anything but live in fear
can't she have fun
can she stop and wipe that tear
and it never come back

you!!

• My heart is for you and no one else
  My smile only brought out by your voice
  You smile is what I want to see
  With you is what I want to be
  From the first time we talked
  Till the last mistake and I walked
  From that point on my life has gone downhill
  And now I am at the bottom pretending to be what im not
  To be with you is all I want
  My love for you is pure and its not a front
  Nikki you have been my joy every day and night
  You have been the joy not the problem not the reason id ever fight
  All I want is you back
  My mistakes all in the past
  None to be made ever again
  
  All I want is us to walk on the beach through the sand
  All I want is the gift of being able to hold your hand
  I want to be able to say your mine
  I want you back in my life
  A choice only you can make
  This feeling one I could never fake
  I know it must be really hard
  To know iv messed it up this bad when I came this far
  To fix my mistakes all I wish to do
  Because I love you through and through
  
  

you

<3!You!<3

You a star shining bright
The only light in my darkness called night

The light that guides me through all my troubles
A hero who saves me on the double

the thought that wakes me in the night
with a smile and the thought that everything’s alright

the thought in which cures all bad days
the only thought I truly hope stays

more than friends in my mind we’ll always be
in the future we will see

when ur on my mind a smile you will always see
no matter how bad a day or were ill be

my love for you will always be true
ill stand here and wait for no one but you.

she coulda been

my love will always be
but your face i will always want to see
if just as freinds happy ill stay
my love for you will never be a diseray
you mean more than the world


i love your every word
every breath you take another chance
for another smile
another breath you live for another little while


your looks a privlage to the world
my eyes unfit to be a witness
but you have aloud them already to see
and i realy want us to be

but being freinds makes me happy
if we were nothing life would be crappy


just another way to tell u how i feel

mabye mabye not

life is a nightmare worse than most
the life you live your the host
you make it better or you make it worse
a nightmare you may awake from
in a dead sweat and ready to run

life can also be so great
eather way at any rate
you can be your biggest fear
it all depends on which road you stear

live your life pleasing others and happy you won't be
if don't listen you will see
a lessen learned the hard way
a lessen that will always stay

through all the unpleasure in life
the things some people end with a knife
a lessen well learned
a thought well earned
hope you like this weird poem i wrote