him again

one day you realize that things go on
things that you cant stop
because your only one
and your not on top

before you see all the hate
before you make that first mistake
or maybe you can or is it too late
this isn't the time for that cake

not when you see that tear
and you know why
not when you see that fear in her eye
this time is the last
resulting in jail or death
you move fast
and listen to no one, are you deaf

to his door, him you seek
on the floor, is where he sits
and of beer he reeked
and anger floods through your closed fists

you remember all the times
when she came to you in tears
you remember none of her crimes
but instead her fear

you remember her,
on her knees on your steps
you swing hard, non innocent blood for sure
all that time under a bar and all those reps

now all the hate you saw
is coming out of you
now you beat him raw
and don't know what to do

now shes crying again
but not because of him
you were only in love and acting as a friend
but to her its just another sin...